*** This story does provide some Indian background of an Indian household. I wanted to give some context to what a few things I mentioned mean. Kabhi Khushi Kabhie Gham is a hit Hindi movie from 2001 that is a rom-com. Kheer is a north Indian version of rice pudding. Nani is the north Indian way of referring to one’s mother’s mom (grandmother on mom’s side) Dal is an Indian lentil dish. Chole is an Indian chickpea dish. Malaysian paratha is an Indian bread that is served with dishes such as Dal and Chole. Gulab jamun is a traditional Indian sweet. Kuch Kuch Hota Hai is a hit Hindi movie from 1998 that is a rom-com. I sit there, with my cozy blanket wrapped around me, watching Kabhi Khushi Kabhie Gham, listening to the soft pitter patter of the rain outside my window, glancing at the brightly lit up Christmas tree in our living room, and filling my mouth with each bite of the warm and fresh kheer my Nani had made for me. We had just gotten back from a trip and I was r...
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As she stands in front of the mirror and looks at the reflection of her body, she stares at the mask. The mask that shows a carefree girl who has everything going right for her. She has no fears and is set for success and accomplishment in everything and anything. She is that perfect girl that is starred in every movie and episode on every T.V. channel. Underneath her mask, lies despair and hate for herself. The hate of her looks, the hate of her mind, her actions, her soul, and everything she can possibly blame for not being good enough. And she will never be good enough because she is constantly telling herself that she needs to be like someone else. She keeps torturing herself with thoughts that tear her down, that make her want to scream and shout, but she can't. She can only be seen as what the mask's surface shows. As she stares at what lies underneath, she tries to mumble words. Any word that could make her feel anything but mis...
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